Memoirs of a BBW

I’m a naturally horny girl. I have been since I was young girl. I don’t remember what triggered it, but it might have been something to do with my discovery of my dad’s dirty magazine stash in my parents closet, while I was snooping around for Christmas presents. I spent a good hour or two peering through the pictures of women pleasuring themselves, posing for the camera, and being pleasured by toys and men. And then I found the thing that really got me hooked. It was a small book, and at first I was nonplussed, not seeing any dirty pictures. Then I began to read. I have had a passion for reading my whole life. When I was kid, I read The Hobbit and the Lord of The Rings trilogy, and understood them almost completely.

As I read about wild stories of men and women casually hooking up, finding new entertainment as a married couple, or becoming cruel and dominating to sate their everlasting thirst for pleasure, I imitated what those women did to themselves in Dad’s books. I slipped my fingers into my panties and began to rub my pussy. It took me a while, but I finally figured out that my clit was the sweet spot to be rubbed.

As I read, and got more turned on, I rubbed harder. Almost through an enticing story about a lobbyist being taken behind a collection of cardboard cutouts, with a high risk of being caught, I felt a strange sensation, and squeaked as my pussy spasmed, sending volts of electricity through my body and making me shake.

That was my first orgasm ever, and I knew exactly what it was thanks to the descriptive words on the pages. These authors were fantastic, and it was addicting. I stole the little book, and hid it under my mattress to read when I felt excited. I almost got caught once, and from then on I devised clever ways to hide the book. I often used one of my larger books, and I would hold the smaller book inside it and masturbate. That way, if one of my parents came barging into my room, I could simply pull my hand out of my panties and look innocently up at them.

As I’ve gotten older, my curiosity has grown. I discovered the internet when I was sixteen, and found all sorts of porn sides, with little clips of people fucking for free. It wasn’t until a few years ago that I found this site, and a year or two after that before I became an author here. But these stories are no longer enough. I’m 20 years old, I’ve never been fucked. Well, not really.

I’m not attractive to most men. I’m what you’d call a big bodied woman. But you know, I’m comfortable with that. I can do a lot of things that averaged sized people can’t, so I don’t feel a need to change. And no offense, but fuck you if you disagree, I don’t care. Two years ago I came to college. And I discovered that men enjoyed watching women get off, via web-cam. So I set mine up, on my new laptop. And at first it wasn’t that exciting, since the first guy I exposed myself to had only criticism to share with me. My pussy was hairy, ew. I was too fat, maybe I should diet. I spent too much time playing with my tits.

But I shaved my pussy. I didn’t go on a diet, because I didn’t want to. And hey, I like my boobs. They’re 46C, and I think they’re my best feature. Though I’ve since been told by men, my pussy is delicious and my ass would only improve if their big cock was buried deep in it. I love the praise I get, but I love it more when I know my getting off is getting someone else off.

However, I’m still a virgin. I bought a dildo with what little money I had left from loans last year, but I couldn’t bring myself to break my hymen. But, since I did spend $20 on it, I figured I might as well put it to use somehow. So I’ve taken to practice deepthroating with it. And just recently, I’ve worked up the courage to try anal with it. Which isn’t easy, considering I don’t own any lube, so I’ve been using regular lotion instead. Not quite as effective, but it gets it in, and I enjoy making it thrust in and out, and I slap my ass, which makes my pussy tingle.

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