About six months ago, my girlfriend broke up with me. We just didn’t see eye to eye anymore. She also became uptight with sex, things eventually fizzed out. I decided to try some online dating. It did work Ok, I managed to go on a few dates with some of the woman I met online. Problem was, things just didn’t go that well with any of them. They were either way overweight, or looked a lot older in person. None of them were genuine at all, they all seemed like they just wanted a free meal.
I was getting frustrated and horny for some good loving. I was tired of beating off to the same old things. I just wanted to get laid on a regular basis again, with a new hottie. I was even considering getting a hooker or going to a cat house outside of Vegas for some relief. I was keeping my options open.
Then one day after seeing a happy gay couple at the market, I began to wonder what sex with another guy would be like. So I started watching some gay male videos for the first time. There are tons of great ones out there. Most of them really turned me on, a lot more than I expected. I began to really enjoy watching good looking guys in speedos or sexy underwear getting hot for each other. I loved seeing guys cocks growing, as his partner massaged his cock. The whole process had me hard as a rock. I especially liked the videos of younger guys with big smooth cocks going at it. I can never get to the end of these video’s before I shoot cum all over the place. My bi-curiosity was growing fast. I was considering a male lover for the first time.
I began to gradually desire touching another mans body, in a sexual way. I started wanting to feel a nice big cock swell and grow big in my hand. I wanted to give a blow job and feel warm cum shooting into my hungry mouth. I wanted to take a guy from behind and I wanted to be taken all the way too.
I just wanted to try it once, to see if it really was all that great. If it wasn’t for me, I’d go back to looking for a new girlfriend and keep it a secret to my friends and family. If I did enjoy it, I’d have to see where it went. I had to find out for myself if it was something I would thoroughly enjoy. Some of the guys in the video’s I watched, I could definitely go for in person. I was sure I would be brave enough to try it for real, with the right guy.
As I went about my business the next few weeks, I began to check out guys in a new way. I noticed there bodies and gestures more. I started going to the gym several times a week and was attracted to some of the guys there. I also began to shower at the gym every time, something I never did before. I liked checking out the guys in the shower, from the corner of my eye. Watching some of the guys dressing was exciting too. This always got my heart racing, as I tried to play it cool. There were a few guys at the gym I wanted to experiment with but I felt way too weird to hit on any of them. Plus they were not the gay type as far as I could tell.
I was thinking of going to a gay bar and other ways I could meet a hot sexy guy, to experiment with. Then I thought about online dating again but instead of MSF, I could change my profile to MSM. I decided that would be the best way to find a nice guy without embarrassment. So I went for it.
I had fun setting up my new MSM profile. First, I spent a few hours taking body selfies in thongs and bike shorts around my place. Then I downloaded the pic’s to my laptop. I had fun working on my new profile, hoping to appeal to the right type of guy.